A word that is often
related to the cutting of young boy’s foreskin has now been given a new meaning
in my life. “Lord circumcise my heart to become righteous”. Can I just say,
this sentence did a new thing in my life, something I am yet to fully
understand. So here is my heart, not the literal and physical organ that God
plugged into my chest. My heart, the part of me that is interwoven with my
will, that part that stores the most intricate matters of my entire life, that
container that stores all that comes out of my mouth. The shell that protects
and hides my intensions and always guides me. “Listen to your heart, it will
guide you, it inspires your gut feeling.” You know that phrase. Putting it in a
silver platter with diamond decorations and handing it over to God and begging him
to circumcise it into righteousness, stability, assurance and maturity.
This request, I have
to say, is a bold one. I am typing this looking at the after effects this type
of request has done in my life. Someone please hand me a mic, an usher and a
glass of water, I need to testify: “saints of my awesome Father and King, my
name is Sandra, my name is also Greek for unheeded prophetess. The meaning of
my name does not tell of just a spiritual gift, but of the condition, unheeded.
I am not revealed yet saints, I am a work in progress and I am going through
the process of circumcision, painful, real, and boldly bearable. God has cut
off the unnecessary skin on my heart. He has done great things. He has weaned
me off of milk products; he has certified me to now chew on the meat meal he
serves me. He has circumcised my will, he has trimmed my dreams, and he is
pruning my life.” I will stop there saints (hehehehe this saints word neh, so
old school serious).
I see something that just sent chills down my spine in Genesis
17:14 ‘And the uncircumcised child man whose flesh of his foreskin is not
circumcised, that soul shall be cut off from his people; he hath broken my
covenant’ so these little boys could not get any acceptance as worthy
souls without being circumcised. My good Lord. I just love how the script
changes so beautifully concerning the issue of circumcision in Romans
4:11 ‘And he received the sign of circumcision, a seal of the righteousness of
the faith which he had yet being uncircumcised: that he might be the Father of
all them that believe, though they be not circumcised; that righteousness might
be imputed unto them also.’
Did someone see righteousness pop up again. Honey, this God
is on a mission, to bring you and I up from which ever level we are nestling in,
into a dimension of righteousness. Righteousness that suits him as a garment of
our lives as his agents on earth. You have been destined to not only ooze of
his love and splendorous image, but to walk in righteousness. We are being
circumcised on a daily, to mature and rise up from the concepts that we
espoused as true. God is challenging our intellect, he is shifting our minds.
God is not putting us through this process for the sheer joy of it, but to
transform and mold us into vessels that are useful and profitable for his
people. We have been commissioned to ‘Circumcise yourselves
to the Lord, and take away the foreskins of your heart, ye men of Judah… in
Jeremiah 4:4’. Philippians 3:3 says ‘For we are the circumcision, which worship
God in the spirit, we rejoice in Christ Jesus, and have no confidence in the
flesh.’
I rest my case; we
serve an amazing God who is on another mission far beyond what we can
comprehend. He does not even bother himself much with the layers of foreskins
that we are clingy to and sometimes unable to let go of. He is just faithful,
to work on us even when we fail to play our part. He does not disown his own
character, the Bible says. I am just in awe. Sing with me and J. MOSS as I
close this laptop and get ready to start my day:
I’m
restored and I’ve been rewarded
I’m
redeemed from guilt and shame
Never
rejected, just reconnected.
Now
I’m exalted, because I know his name
P.s
I love you
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